Sipping The Vast Spring

Illusions to dust....to vapor

2011-01-02T14:57:00.005-05:00

I spent years envisioning you
an imaginary you
until this past year
when I realized
once again I have been fooled
purposefully conned
diligently deceived

I never knew you at all
you were only what I thought you were
or thought you could be
hoped you might be
but never were
never could be

you were a mere illusion
a dream
purporting to be so big
so voluminous
so perfect

but in reality
so little
so minute
so flawed

so deficient

your vanity encompassed you
smothered you
instead of adding to your power and morality
your enormity
your strength
it paralyzed you
reducing you to a molehill

in my mind's eye you have become decrepit
incapacitated
passive
prostrate
impotent

you are so small
I can no longer see you
or any portion of you
not your imaginary eyes
or your imaginary heart
I no longer hear your imaginary words
or feel your imaginary longings

my incredulity has turned me into a crag
my skepticism into a scoffer
my cynicism into sarcasm

I am slightly Siberian
a bit frosty
almost apathetic
barely breathing
appropriately anesthetized

I complete the motions of my days and nights
I move forward not looking back
my brain rousing from its slumber
engorged with enlightenment
like a water balloon about to bust

meanwhile your brain
and everything you thought you were
lies shriveled at my feet
the size of a grain of sand
mere dust that I easily blow away

Copyright ©2011 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

Ripeness......

2009-04-23T20:53:00.002-04:00

sticks of white with stretched flesh
hollows for eyes
minus any semblance of a woman
you are a mere twig
you walk the runway
teetering on tiptoes
growing faint from lack of energy
absent sustenance
you are a walking zombie

my flesh invites
my curves comfort
my ample bosom is eager for suckling
I am solid oak
mirrored with weeping willow
I bend with his body
my flesh wraps around his
embracing it like quicksand
minus the suffocation

I am the fruit that makes his mouth water
I am ripe
I am ready to be plucked

Copyright ©2009 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

Sunday....

2009-02-22T14:37:00.004-05:00

I decided to shave myself the other day in the shower
every so often I get the urge
I soon realize why....because afterwards all sensation is heightened
Even wearing my underwear and jeans can cause arousal
which brings all my thoughts to you
and my increasing libido
all this business between my legs

I always think I can control it
and for the most part I do
but I realize I lack some discipline
or maybe I do what I do for justified reasons?
Don't we all have reasons for choosing to do all we do?

Today the holiest of days...I find myself lying on my sofa
covered with an afghan.....thinking anything but holy thoughts...
I pretend the back sofa cushions are you
and then I become fully aware of my clit
pulsating and tingling
and my fingers naturally find their way down inside my pajama bottoms

I don't wear underwear with my pajamas
my mom always said your body needs to "breathe" at nighttime
so this makes access to anything and everything so much easier

So here I am on Sunday morning....my only child in his bedroom playing
and my thoughts are only on getting off
and wishing it were your fingers
or lips
or tongue
or dick
doing all the motions instead of my own fingers
or hand
or arm
or right now whatever I can cram between my legs

My body becomes almost like an animal
and yet part of my human conscience remains and I feel slight guilt
mainly for not being able to control myself any better than I am
or for finally giving in to all my pent up needs and frustrations
my fingers suddenly seem to have developed brains of their own....and I swear it is only seconds before I come
the first time

I pick up a book to read
but soon I feel my clit tingling and pulsating all over again
I am thankful it can't speak any words
or it would surely be screaming at me!

My fingers and hand press against it to silence it
They want to smother the voices I hear in my head
all via my clit
who does this I ask myself?
surely this is not normal
I squeeze my legs together harder and harder around my hand and thumb
which are pressing against my pussy and clit
and it's like I am on some bucking bronco
hanging on dear life only by my fingers pressed on my clit

my clit is like the horn to my saddle
and I am hanging on for the ride of my life
not just once
but again and again and again

I suddenly realize I have lost all control
I am on a fuck fest
a masturbation marathon
all the while having to be as quiet as I can
so my son in his bedroom will never suspect a thing
or come out to investigate
or hear anything

I wonder if I can hurt myself doing this so much
what would I say to a doctor if I had to get treated for some weird masturbation injury?
I feel all the muscles in my arms and chest burning
I am hot and sweaty
My clothes are sticking to my skin

I want a shower
but I don't stop
I imagine it is you getting me off
you whispering in my ear to be quiet
to not make a sound
yet taking me time and time again
right over the edge
each time my orgasms getting stronger and stronger

My living room smells like sex
how is this possible when there is only me in the room?
I see something fly by the back window in my kitchen
I look at the clock and realize HOURS have passed

It is now 2:00 p.m.
I miss you
I realize just how bad I need you
desire you
want you
crave you
all even on a Sunday
the holiest day of the week

I realize I must stop
I need to get to the shower
and I can barely stand
in fact when I move to get up from the sofa
I almost fall down

I am weak
my legs nearly give out from under me
I am so dizzy
sweaty
I feel like all my blood has been drained from my body
I cannot move my hands
my eyes are not able to see things correctly
I can't even type my password to get online

I wonder what you would think of me if you knew all this
would you still want to be with me?
would you still love me?
would you think me some sort of weird insatiable nymphomaniac?
I don't even know what to think of myself

I just want to fill myself up....
with you...with these feelings
it's no wonder society is overweight
choosing food to try to fill that void instead
all walking around with bulbous bellies
that are completely empty inside

it's just like when you cheat on a diet...
or eat a ton of chocolate when you know you will suffer the consequences later...
but you do it anyway......and then sort of regret it.....when you don't feel so good afterwards
not that it stops you from shoving it in your mouth
well sometimes it does
if you stop and think about the consequences before putting that first piece of chocolate into your mouth.

Later I just feel more empty and lonely than ever....
realizing all the things I do to myself
all the food I shove down my throat
none of those things are substitutes for the real thing
you

I apparently have a secret side to me.
I think most of us do don't we?
A side we keep tucked away from everyone's eyes
all eyes except God's eyes
they are everywhere
and yet I still chose to do it
not just once
but many times
each time asking for His forgiveness
yet knowing I could not promise I would never do it again
today at least

All on a Sunday...
one of the holiest days of the week

Copyright ©2009 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

Be still and know...

2009-01-08T23:07:00.002-05:00

Be still and know....
plays over and over in my thoughts
images of my body flash in my mind's eye
different from what I see in the mirror

Be still and know....
flesh on top of flesh
skin that has been present for a lifetime
overlapping in new areas
allowed to stretch wide as a blanket
used as a shawl to cover my arms
as a lap warmer on my belly and thighs

Be still and know...
I am hot and want to throw back the covers
yet they cannot be loosed...
they have become like super glue
no amount of kicking or tantrums
does anything but shift the weight

Be still and know...
My feet feel like cement blocks
barely able to shuffle across the floor
I am hidden from all eyes
No one can see me now

Be still and know...
I am protected....yet naked
I have created a barrier....yet feel exposed
I have shut out all....yet crave another
I can breathe.....yet I am smothered

Copyright ©2009 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

fire...

2008-12-28T19:20:00.001-05:00

Like a God to my soul only you seem to know what I need

My innermost thoughts and desires remain unspoken words

Yet you already know the story and its ending

When you allow the swelling of my emotions to wander your mind

Fueling your front burner instead of your warming plate

I know beyond any doubt you experience the same

As I can feel the rise of your heat and passion for me

even when no words are spoken at all

your breathing singes my earlobes

your fingertips burn my skin

as one by one my fences fall beneath your hands

snapping like twigs

melting like candlesticks too close to the flame

My hot wax oozes from my being

and all is exposed to your eyes

I have become a mere puddle under your feet

where you splash without boots

plunging here, then there

making me gasp for air

What are you waiting for?

2008-12-18T22:34:00.001-05:00

If couples wanting a child waited for everything to be just right

before they conceived a child.....

there would be no more babies born in the world.

Even after observing lessons learned by others....we rarely get it.

We tend to foolishly and casually treat time as if it stands still forever

Failing to realize the only place it stands still is in our minds

One day we look around and everything has changed

Familiar faces are now strangers.......frequented stops exist no more

The life you waited to live ....because you were 30 pounds overweight....

or because your bank account lacked 6 figures.....

is a faded memory in your demented thoughts

you sit and rock and wonder

what it would have been like

what it could be like

the same way you always have

I know......

2008-12-16T20:31:00.006-05:00

As sure as I can walk into this room
I am positive my desire for you is so thick
Like a cloud it hovers over my head
Following me everywhere I go
So thick is my scent of longing for you
Like the sweet fragrance of a rose covered with dew
Those around me inhale it
Their eyes become radars
Tracking their target
I stand naked
Unable to hide under any cloak
My heart is revealed
Pumping passion through my veins
So loudly all ears are cocked in my direction
They grow mouths of their own
Asking "might we have a taste?"
Yet I remain locked to all but you
You who hold the key
That fits perfectly into my lock

Copyright ©2008 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

torn.......

2008-12-16T20:03:00.001-05:00

I can't stop...

no matter how hard I try

I always come back.....

Is it right?

Is it wrong?

Are these thoughts and emotions to be shared?

Or tucked away beneath my sheets....

Waiting to be explored only by you?

Eyes crave more words.....

Fingers tremble as they turn the pages....

Bodies ache simply by the act of reading

Skeletons........

2008-11-05T23:19:00.003-05:00

in your closet
bones broken up into tiny pieces
swept together
thrown like scrap into a box on the floor
whose lid remains shut
and locked
and hidden beneath your shoes and clothes
far from the world's eyes
you carry the key against your chest
thinking it safe there
not realizing that is the first likely target

Copyright ©2008 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

Let's take a moment to remember and be thankful for all we do have.....

2008-09-11T04:54:00.001-04:00

string of lies......

2008-08-05T19:37:00.003-04:00

like dust bunnies the size of Africa
cloud your brain
woven tiny threads of half-truths
long ago forgotten
until the winds of reality and time present
blow them to the forefront
facing all eyes for inspection
yet unable to pass the white glove
what to do but pick each piece of lint
up between my fingers
and roll together until big and round like a basketball
then take my 3-point shot

Copyright ©2008 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

Nothing.....

2008-08-02T18:55:00.003-04:00

I don't want to move

Let me vegetate

My legs have turned into roots

Sinking into the carpet

My arms heavy as anchors

My limbs petrified...immobilized

Staring ahead at nothing in particular

My eyes become sucking whirlpools

The room and all around me

Slowly being sucked within

As my body remains motionless

And my brain on fire

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Insatiable......

2008-07-31T18:57:00.003-04:00

I shove another bite between my lips

And swallow

Even before the prior bite hits my stomach

I continue to try to fill up this empty space

I know it's not food that creates my hunger

Yet in your absence I reach for food

And cram in another mouthful

On top of the first and second and third

Until I am gagging with the overflow

My stomach swells and bloats

I feel miserable

I remain insatiable

My thoughts already on mac and cheese for lunch

Before I finish my eggs and bacon.

The cycle turns over and over

Like a spinning top gone out of control

Consuming everything it touches

I wait for the one who can make me hum

And fill me up with invisible dinners of love

So my stomach can be empty

Yet completely full and satisfied.

I guess that's why it never works

Cramming bite after bite inside my mouth

Because it's not really my stomach I need to fill

It is a spot much deeper

Hidden from all eyes but yours

And no matter what I do

There will never be anything

That can take the place of your taste

Your tongue, your voice, your touch

It's not food I need to shove in my mouth

And halfway down my throat

It's your tongue....

I need to feel your lips upon my lips...

And your sweet cock

Pursed between my lips

My tongue devouring the softness of its head

As the shaft becomes ridged with need

I want to feel your pulse beating in your penis

Against my mouth

I want to climb on top of you and bury your face

Between my breasts

I want to feel you bite my nipples and suck them hard

I want to feel you grab my ass and push yourself inside me

perpetually wet with want....

your cock thrusting in and out of my body

Fingers and tongue flicking my clit in between

Over and over and over again

Your balls slapping against my skin

Damn

Now that is what I need

You are what I want

And even though you satisfy

Filling me to overflowing

Like a hungry homeless beggar

My voice will still whisper

"more"

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I ache for you...

2008-05-22T00:58:00.001-04:00

I turn around and suddenly there you are...

I can only see you from the back or side...

But I know it must be you....

It has to be you.

My heart starts pounding in my chest

I feel butterfly wings flapping in my stomach

My lips cannot suppress a grin

You walk a few steps in front of me...

As I watch your snug fitting thermal underwear shirt

glide across the muscles of your arms and back

I glance down at your jeans...

notice your flat stomach.....

I watch you walk...your body move

everything seems so perfect.....

the way you carry yourself

your strides and fluid-like movements of your body

You are so close

I could reach out and touch you....

I turn down another aisle.....and when I emerge on the other end

there you are again.

My breath catches.....I know you can see me....feel me

Because I can feel you

I can feel the pull....the force....that electric current

running between us......

I think everyone must see it

feel it

taste it

And then you turn around

and my heart sinks

as I realize it is not yet your face

but the face of a stranger my eyes gaze upon

Yet on this day........you became real to me.

More than a possibility.....flesh and bones created

standing before me, moving in front of me

Our time together is close now....

So close I can feel your hot breath on the back of my neck.

you make me wet...

2008-05-15T12:00:00.000-04:00

and wanna sweat
I'm gonna bet
I'll be your pet
and soon you'll let
me in to get
inside your net
to be in debt
this is no threat
so don't forget
do not regret
or become upset
like a corvette
you'll drive me yet
pop my cassette
taste my rosette

Copyright ©2008 man and Sipping The Vast Spring

When I look at you....

2008-05-14T23:57:00.002-04:00

I swear I feel your lips on mine

your hot tongue gently

teasing them open

I instinctively begin to suck it

trying to pull your entire body into my mouth

I want to be filled up with you

everywhere

all the time

forever

I want to listen to you breathe forever....

2008-05-08T23:58:00.002-04:00

it soothes me

it calms me

it comforts me

even over a phone... late at night

when you become all sleepy-eyed

and your voice slowly transitions

into that of a sleepy little boy

and I can barely make out what you are saying

in the silence....in between your dozing off

and lack of words

I can still always hear you breathing

and it makes it feel like you are lying right behind me

snuggled up against me

and each of your hot breaths

are gently caressing the back of my neck

with each lull of your sweet sleepy sighs

soon our breathing is in unison

and together we drift off together

breathing as one.

There are many ways I want you......

2008-05-04T12:50:00.001-04:00

When the love in my heart is filled to overflowing

And it's all about to burst from my chest

Like sucking on a piece of hard tack candy

Until reaching it's surprise center

Where it explodes all over my tongue

When I am feeling sad and a bit depressed

Because I miss you so very much

And the ache and longing in my soul

Nothing but you can satisfy or quench

When my mood turns bitchy

Because what I really want and need

All stem from you

Yet you are just beyond the reach of my fingertips

When I am filled with animalistic lust for you

And I am like a caged animal

Pacing the floors, wild eyed

Ready to pounce on you the moment you step through that door

When I am frustrated

And want to scream at the top of my lungs

Somehow believing the sound

Will be able to propel you into motion

Towards me

So once again you can work your magic

Calm my spirit

Soothe my soul

Till the cycle of want

Begins all over again.

On my day off...

2008-04-27T20:03:00.001-04:00

When I could be doing anything I want

All those things I think about

The rest of the week

Saving up to do

Today

Disappear in a flood of tears

For on this day

All I do is think about you

I cannot concentrate

I cannot focus

All my thoughts are about you

No activity appeals

I sit in my pajamas all day long

Unmotivated to do anything else

I shove food in my mouth

Yet remain hungry

I sleep

Yet remain tired

Thoughts of you fill me with happiness

Yet I cry rivers of tears

Because it feels as if my very soul

Has been cut apart from yours

Your roots ripped from my soil

Where you belong

You are now missing

And I am like a single flower in a pot

On the windowsill alone

Peering out on a rainy day

Yet I remain dry

Separated by a single pane of glass

From you, my sustenance

Two states apart

Feels like worlds apart

Entire galaxies apart

My mourning of our separation

Engulfs me

Entombs me

I cannot breathe

I cannot talk

I choke back sobs

Yet my tears continue to fall

My stomach has dry heaves

My entire body

is collapsing in on itself

Like a piece of paper

I could be folded up

And placed in an envelope

then mailed to you

Oh the delight of feeling your fingers

Sliding beneath this glue that binds me together

Tenderly releasing it

And shaking me out before you

To embrace me

As your roots

Sink once again into my soil

Our souls becoming one

And my tears

Becoming the water

That satisfies our thirst

For a lifetime.

you are everywhere.....

2008-04-18T20:56:00.003-04:00

....yet not beside me

When I go to the market to examine the produce

My mind wanders to specific body parts

All belonging to you

As my eyes scan the workers on my neighbor's rooftop

The muscles I see belong to faceless bodies

Because instead of their own face I see yours

The men in the movie on my television screen

Suddenly all resemble you

The drivers that pass me by

All become clones of you

Your face

Your body

Your hands

Your gestures

All are you

You completely surround me

And yet you are absent

rain on me.....

2008-04-05T00:22:00.004-04:00

As I lie in bed listening to the rain fall

The rhythm of the pelting drops of water against my windows....

only makes me long for you even more.

Lightly falling like your gentle kisses upon my skin

The rain begins as a shower

The rhythm slowly building

Along with ours

Until it reaches a crescendo

Which causes our downpour

You are hailstones

driving into my body

pounding and building

flooding my dam

until all that is left

our the droplets of your sweat

trickling down your brow

across my breast

matching the ringlets of raindrops

dancing on my window

Roll with me...

2008-03-26T19:29:00.002-04:00

over me, to me

I want to feel your warm body

Lying next to mine between these sheets

I won't care if you snore

I don't mind if you lie with your mouth open

I relish each sweet breath that escapes your parted lips

I adore your boyish postures

The way you need me - yet protect me all at the same time

I want to melt on you like butter

Slowly being absorbed deep beneath your skin

Through each of your pores and cells

Not stopping until I reach the very fiber

Of the nerves of your heart, and limbs, and smooth stomach

Your neck, and ears,

But most of all

Your swollen cock

I want to become the blood coursing through those veins

Pulsating rhythmically

Beating to my wants, my needs, my desires

Which in turn becomes yours

I want to make you hover on edge

Electrified

For just a bit

Then shove you off hard

But catch you when you fall.

right now...

2008-03-21T23:36:00.002-04:00

My skin aches to be pressed against yours

Tight

With no room to breathe

Like a wet suit waiting to be put on

By you

Your fingers tugging at my zipper

Sliding me up across your thighs

Hot

Your hands sear my skin

You bring me to your hips

Where I rest for a moment

Savoring the glide

Up across your navel

I wrap myself around your waist

Where you allow me to hang for awhile

And with every breath you take

I rise....and fall......then rise again

waiting still....

2008-03-19T21:48:00.001-04:00

My conscious does not wish to entertain any passersby of fear

I have no desire to get pulled onto the floor by those unwelcome party crashers

to play a game of spin the bottle

a game of chance

for the sole purpose

of finding out which one gets to spend the night

Which angst will flood my wakeful mind so violently

It will feel raped

As the poison pools and congeals

With no where else to flow but in

And out

I can barely keep up with canceling out all the negatives

And turning them into positives

I go through the motions of hope

Telling myself everything I want to believe

And yet time continues to pass

And I find myself waiting still

Always asking myself the inevitable questions

How much longer? Why not now? When?

By the time things finally come to pass my way

I am likely to be but a skeleton of my former self

Horrifically caught in an inopportune moment

The only color cast among my graying bones

Being that of my purple dildo you find gripped between my bony fingers

it's Monday and my head feels all muddy....

2008-01-14T11:28:00.001-05:00

It feels slow.
Like I cannot process anything.
Like it doesn't want to process anything.
Like it along with my body could sleep all day.
I feel like I want to hibernate.
Like my mind is filled with sludge.
I don't like to feel this way.
I think I could stare off into space and think of absolutely......nothing.
Because all my thoughts and "to-do" lists in my mind have pooled together...
and are now an expanse of nothingness.
Like ink spilled upon paper...they are soaking in my brain...
but too deeply now...they have become saturated and are now pickled.
I am a zombie.
You can see it in my eyes.
The lack of facial expression.
The drugged appearance and sluggishness.
My body feels like a piece of granite.
Impossible to move.
Everything seems like too much effort.
Each of my thoughts has become another shovelful of dirt...
that has buried me.
I feel like I could suffocate.
Not wanting to panic...
I shove my fingers into the mud.
I hold fast but cannot dog paddle.
I am in quicksand and if I move I only sink deeper.
So I rest...
I savor the stillness and unplug my brain.
I shut down and turn off.
I go into screensaver mode...
and allow my thoughts and dreams and wishes and desires and images and to-do lists
to slowly appear, disappear, and reappear across my mind's eye.
Playing in the background.
Being acknowledged only by my subconscious mind.
As I wait for someone to come bump my keyboard.
And wake me up.

Copyright ©2008 man

truth...

2008-01-13T13:02:00.001-05:00

associated with betrayal
and abuse of trust
is one of the worst kinds

why do we desire the truth
seek the truth
want the truth
to set us free

when it is that same truth
which can harden our hearts
and cause doubt and fear

upon its revelation
one might feel as if
their stomach was being ripped from within

it doubles you over with dry heaves
soon followed by an intense heartache
and massive overflow of tears

our fight or flight takes over
and we swiftly paddle for life
our sinking ships into a river of denial

for we long ago learned
we had the ability
to create our own reality
and choose to believe
anything we wished

when truth is too painful
or becomes too unbearable a burden
we pretend it is no longer the truth
and we proceed to sugar coat it with our favorite candied toppings
to make it more palatable
much easier for us to swallow

but it never makes it easier for one to live with oneself
because that same truth
is always present
never falters
always resurfaces
again and again

till we no longer have a choice
but to see it
for what it truly is
like it...or not

Copyright ©2008 man and SippingTheVastSpring

flying toward you...

2008-01-13T12:29:00.000-05:00

I keep my eyes focused
even at this distance I can see
all you are meant to be
and all we shall become
like a moth to a flame
my wings push onward
aching to brush against yours
the brilliance reflected from your heart
causes my eyes to tear
your warmth a familiar spot
I long to lie my weary head
and rest my thirsty soul

Copyright ©2008 man and SippingTheVastSpring

I wait...

2008-01-09T09:28:00.000-05:00

Wound up tighter than a rubber-banded balsa airplane

Wanting to take flight long before fingers release me

Edging ever closer to a false start

I wait

Some days I feel I will explode

With too many churning emotions inside my mind and body

Making me seasick with desire and longing,

frustration, then anger

My lungs want to burst out screaming

My legs want to run

My body has to move, do anything

To burn off this intensity

Right now I imagine

I could easily supply enough energy

To fuel a power grid for an entire city

My heart pounds as my blood

Forcefully flows through my veins

I swear I feel it bubbling

As it boils beneath my skin

I am screaming for release

I am yelling for "at last!"

I am crying with frustration

I am ready to receive

Desire...

2007-12-25T00:33:00.000-05:00

Every so often I get a strange feeling in the back of my head
like my skin is crawling
only from the inside out

It is of no surprise to me
as you have invaded all my waking thoughts
as well as my dreams

You have seeped into the corners of my mind.
I see you in everything around me.
Even the sun reflects your face

You become each driver I pass in my car
Your body takes on 3-dimension
as I stroll past the GI-Joe action figures

Oh how I long for you
It fills me up to overflowing
and then fills me up again

My stomach falls to my feet
My head throbs and heart aches
yet my thirst remains unquenched

Four Seasons...

2007-11-14T11:31:00.000-05:00

As green leaves turn

To crimson and gold

With you by my side, I never grow cold

When the bitter winds of winter

Howl and bite at my door

I am wrapped in your arms, begging for more

Amidst the showers of spring

As the rain pelts my skin

My heart is renewed, as it welcomes you in

As the temperature rises in the heat of the sun

My skin sweats against yours

Our love never done.

Why?

2007-10-13T18:04:00.000-04:00

Why is it we tend to hoard old, paid bills and receipts, all sorts of paperwork

Saying we will file it away one day but then never find the time?

The same for items we have accumulated over time that we probably will never use again

We tuck those once-believed treasures down into boxes

Saying we will go through them on a rainy day

Sort and sift....maybe have a garage sale

Or get a filing system and really organize our crap

Yet everything lies idle in those boxes

And on our tables

And around our work space

Crowding us

Trying to suffocate us

Like weighted monkeys on our backs they nag and nag

Screeching for our attention

Yet we do everything in our power to push it all aside and ignore it.

Saving it for tomorrow.

But tomorrows never come

Unless they are forced upon us by circumstances beyond our choosing

Only then are fires lit under our asses to make us move

Only then does it seem we accomplish much in a short period of time

What are we afraid of?

Finally having the free time we were always screaming we never seemed to have?

Realizing perhaps we don't have as much to do with our time as we once believed we would?

What lies behind your closed doors?

Not only in your house

But within your mind

And your soul?

Don't you sometimes wish you had a giant sweeper you could plug yourself into

That with the flip of a switch

Could suck out all the dust and cobwebs from all those nooks and crannies?

All the junk you have fast-fed your brain over time

Performing elite lipo-suctioning of your brain?

The days start moving so fast they make you dizzy

The months spin past your eyes with each glance

You realized halfway through

It would have been so much easier to have kept up with the pace all along

Instead of trying to play catch up many years later

The perpetual piles continue to build

And you start to wonder if you will ever gain control again

Or if the piles will become giant soul-seeking blobs

Consuming all your time

All your energy

All your drive

Your focus

You

What do you see?

2007-10-12T08:34:00.000-04:00

Can we truly see each other

And the beauty hidden there?

Instead of getting all caught up

Bout' whether we dye our hair

What do you see when you gaze my way?

Can you see beyond my flesh?

To the deepest core within my soul

Held together with hope as mesh

Could you get beyond an unsightly mole

A birthmark or extra chin?

Would you ever dare to let yourself out

In order to let me in?

Heaven forbid something traumatic

Transpires before you get a clue

Cause I have doubts missing an arm or a leg

Would be much of a turn on for you.

While you say you are no longer as shallow

And trivialities no longer matter

Your actions speak much louder than words

And I hear your thoughts just as loud as real chatter.

I'm not sure what this says

About someone so amazing to me

Except you are filled with insecurity

Making it difficult to ever be free.

The envelope...

2007-10-09T18:28:00.000-04:00

I looked down at the envelope

Gazing at the ink your hands had placed upon it

My heart racing with excitement

I reached down and touched each formed letter

As if by osmosis my fingers could become entwined with yours

As I turned the envelope over, I thought about the seal

Did you lick it before pressing it shut?

To imagine I was holding in my grasp

Any object your hands let alone your tongue had touched

Was almost too much for me to fathom

I grew quite heady just thinking about it all

I pressed the seal to my nose and deeply breathed in

Hoping I could smell the scent of the gum you chew

I gently broke the seal

Carefully

So as not to damage the remnants of leftover glue still present

I brought it to my own tongue

And I licked it

Slowly

Gingerly

With my eyes closed

And I swear I could feel your tongue

And taste the flavor of your gum

As tears spilled forth from my eyes onto my cheeks

My soul longing to be next to yours.

Silence...

2007-09-23T14:51:00.000-04:00

It's not that words are not revolving within my head

On an endless merry-go-round they twirl about

The ride never ends but continues to spin

Day in, day out

Into the darkest hours of night

Sorting them out seems troublesome

Sometimes so overwhelming a task, I choose to not even bother

Instead I allow the merry-go-round

To continue its journey

Its endless motion

Round and round it goes

Spinning, making me dizzy with thoughts

Words mixed up, jumbled together

Forming partial sentences

Making little sense

I recognize the fact that I have all the words up there

But choosing the correct ones and correct order seems impossible

I can find one or two...but the third and fourth escape my grasp

They choose instead to continue their own ride

Spinning round and round in my head

Focusing long enough to capture a complete thought

Without it being intercepted with other thoughts

Seems too exhausting

So I don't even bother

Instead I sit

My head a swirling, twirling mishmash

Of words and thoughts unspoken

One of Pavlov's dogs....

2007-09-04T00:51:00.000-04:00

Your voice is so soothing to my soul

My heart's rhythm swoons with sweet sighs

And skipped beats

Whenever you speak

Thoughts of you

Turn me into one of Pavlov's dogs

Your voice is the bell

Which upon hearing

Instinctively causes me to drool

Though not from my mouth

I become like a bitch in heat

Hot, sticky sweet with sweat

Pacing the room, running myself ragged

My body screaming to be rubbing against yours

My flesh upon your flesh

My mouth upon your mouth

My tongue upon your tongue

My breaths becoming your gasps

I want to paint you...

2007-08-19T11:10:00.000-04:00

With my fingers...

As I close my eyes and move my hands

Across your body

Feeling the ripples in your muscles

And squeezing your hardness

I want to paint you

With my tongue ...

As I trace an outline

Of every inch of your body

Taking time to rest

On all your pleasure points

And tease them with the tip of my tongue

I want to paint you

With my lips ...

Kissing your neck

Your chest, your stomach, your thighs

Caressing your skin with my softness

I want to paint you

With my pussy ...

Using your body as my canvas

And my wetness as the paint

I create powerful, rhythmic strokes

Brushing again and again

Until together we surrender and paint a masterpiece

Crickets outside my window...

2007-08-05T00:45:00.001-04:00

As the hands of the clock approach the midnight hour

My eyes gaze upon the flickering flames of a candle

My ears hear only what sounds like a million crickets

All chirping together in perfect rhythm outside my window

A breeze gently blows the curtains back across my naked skin

And the softness makes me catch my breath

My longing for you is intense tonight

It fills my eyes with stinging tears

It makes my throat tight and my heart heavy

How I wish I could turn around and crawl into bed with you

To lie beside you and softly speak about our day

How I wish these curtains caressing my skin

Were your hands

And the dripping wax from the flame of my candle

Our bodies melting and molding together as one

As we match the rhythm of the crickets outside my window

Sharing the secrets of each other's body

Until our eyes grow heavy with sleep

And our bodies give out from exhaustion

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trust is shit...

2007-08-04T13:59:00.001-04:00

One advantage of being a woman...

I am a lot smarter than most will ever realize

Does one honestly think for one minute
That what they display on the outside
To try to fool me into believing whatever absurdity
they currently choose
(Like how I can trust them completely)
Yet behind my back continue dabbling in other honey pots
Is something that goes unnoticed from my all-seeing eyes?

If I play "dumb" does it make one feel
as if they are getting away with it?
Superior in some psychotic way...the ultimate "player?"
A winner?

I wonder why one feels it necessary to cast a fishing line for many
Are they saving for a rainy day? For a "just in case" scenario?
Is my constant stroking of their ego not enough?
Are they an ego stroking junkie....constantly seeking the next fix?

Does one truly believe my persona going near-totally ignored
By the one expressing undying love
Would ultimately make me feel as if they were the least bit truly interested
In me?

I laugh out loud at the sheer madness of it all
That someone who professes such love
Could be so blind as to not see
All that stands before them
Waiting only to be genuinely noticed

I grow tired of the antics and back flips I've mastered
Trying to draw attention for even a moment
In my direction
Yet even when I succeed.....I have to ask myself
"Is it genuine?"

Why is it one can trust me
Yet feel perhaps I cannot trust them?
Why do little white lies seem only "stretching the truth" in their minds
Because they have convinced themselves to believe it is still "truth?"

We all know they are the first to boast they are not a liar
They have nothing to hide
They are not doing anything even remotely inappropriate

That seems to be a bit hypocritical to me
And yet the blindfolds come out
The game continues
Even if we grow weary of playing
We choose to see only what we choose to see
Ignoring all other bites of reality
Hovering in our peripheral vision.

Most do a pretty good job
At convincing another they are completely trustworthy
Yet in reality they fall short
Along the way they change the rules
To benefit only them

What was once shared is taken away and becomes hidden
Tucked down inside a pocket that fits only their hands
Done perhaps they espouse "to protect" another.....
Because everyone knows what the other does not know won't hurt them right?

Or maybe it is done to "avoid" stirring up conflicts
Not realizing they are simmering a potful

All these things ultimately become "secretive" all over again
One does not feel they can share "all" with another

In the end this makes their trust mean shit.

Loving you...

2007-08-03T00:37:00.001-04:00

How much do I love you?
Words barely describe it

You have become the air that I breathe
You fill me with sweet sighs of contentment

My heart leaps inside my chest and skips beats
Whenever I hear your voice or see your face

I lose all control of my body
Whenever I think of you touching me

I am driven toward you
There is no escaping it
I don't wish to escape it

You are the peak of my climax
A perpetual high
A tidal wave of euphoric bliss
That I wish to surf forever

Copyright ©2007 man&SippingTheVastSpring

The end of the day...

2007-08-01T00:53:00.000-04:00

At the end of the day...

Right before bedtime, is the hardest for me.

It's when I miss you the most

And I wish you were here or I there

I pretend I am your pillow or mattress

And imagine what it would be like to feel your full body weight

Lying on top of me

Your movement creating contours in my being

I think about you during the day

Most hours spent wishing I were your pencils

Feeling the caress of your fingers wrapped tightly around me

Holding me securely yet carefully

Creating gentle strokes across your paper in brilliant colors

I sometimes wish I were your cat

Able to lie across your chest purring my delight

Flicking my tail across your skin

As your hands rhythmically pet and coax

Or the lemons you eat

The rush they must feel

As you grasp their skin tight between your lips

And you suck their juices from their pulp

Or that glorious bar of soap

As you lather it across your skin

Each sudsy bubble cascading in ripples

Down your muscles and hard body

Because throughout each of my days

My bar of soap becomes your hands

The food touching my lips...your tongue

My chair....your lap

My music....your voice

My pillow...your chest

My fingers...yours

I respond...

2007-07-31T23:20:00.000-04:00

As I share a meal with my family

I sit in an almost drunken state

My body is present but my mind wanders with thoughts of you

I lift the fork to my lips

And wonder if anyone around me notices

The smile turning up the corners of my mouth

To them it must look like my fare is exceptional

I am thankful they cannot read my mind

Because as the fork enters my mouth and presses against my tongue

I think of your tongue pressing against mine

When my taste buds water at that first bite

I grow wet between my thighs

And wonder if anyone will notice

Or be able to see

How even when you are absent

My body responds to you

I want to sleep with you...

2007-07-24T16:01:00.001-04:00

So close our bodies' heat radiates against each other

Causing us to sweat

I want to lay my head on your chest

And feel the vibrations against my ear and cheek when you speak

The rise and fall of each of your breaths

I want to hear your heart beating

At the same time I feel mine racing

I want to rise up and watch you sleeping

So peacefully and soundly, so content

And as my curves begin to brush against you

Your body responds and your hardness begins to poke against me

Moving on its own accord toward me

Seeking me out....I pull you in

Causing us both to gasp out loud

Drive me.....

2007-07-17T23:54:00.000-04:00

I want you to drive me home tonight

And make my heart pound like two fists on a drum

Where I can hear no other sounds but our bodies and breaths

I want to feel burning hot under your caress

As your tongue travels along all my routes of pleasure

And mine along yours

Discovering hidden, untraveled paths

Driving deep and fast down our highways

Pushing us past the point of no return

Sending us over that line

And as we fly off that edge

Our fingers tightly entwined

We will hear no other sound

But our souls screaming in ecstasy

As our breaths catch and our hearts leap

And as we begin to fall

Instead of moving faster

Our pace slows

Our breaths calm

Our heartbeats soften

Till once again....we are on a Sunday drive.

In a fix...

2007-07-17T21:37:00.001-04:00

It came to my attention today
That when I don't get time to play
My mood can take a turn any day...
For the worse!

I know so clearly what I want
Not getting it puts me in a funk
I never wanted to live life like a monk...
Are you kidding?

Just thinking about it makes me itchy
And then I get a little bit witchy
But most of all I end up bitchy...
And who wants that?

So I seem to be in quite a pickle
And it's making me feel very fickle
I really just want my man to tickle...
I better stop there.

Copyright ©2007 man&SippingTheVastSpring

Beside you...

2007-07-16T02:15:00.001-04:00

To stand beside you...

Creates such a charge
The fine hairs on my arm
Are filled with jolts of static electricity
The tiny hairs stretch out as high as they can
Trying to connect to the hairs on your arm
The heat created by our closeness
Pushes me to scoot closer
And press my skin against yours

To sit beside you...

I feel your hard thighs against mine
Each time you move
I am aware of your muscles contracting and releasing
Your legs feel rock hard and solid
Yet they gently rest against mine
As if kissing and caressing them, tempting me

To lie beside you...

Is like heaven on earth
As each night repeats itself
I drift off to sleep with a smile on my face
My skin radiating with love for you
The rhythm of your breathing matching my own
Until even our breaths rise and fall in unison

Copyright ©2007 man&SippingTheVastSpring

In heat...

2007-07-10T19:51:00.001-04:00

Back and forth I pace

Like a caged animal

Seeing you on the other side of the bars

Wanting to get to you

Yet unable to slip through

My body slinks past yours

Ushering arousal with my scent

My eyes meet yours

As I lick my lips

I move closer

Anticipating you reaching out

Slipping your hand under there

Pulling me closer to you

Our bodies so hot

I swear I see steam rising when they meet

Your breath hot on my cheeks

Your kisses stinging my mouth

Your tongue driving me wild with passion

Nothing else satisfies

I can think of nothing else

I want only you

But......now

Collector...

2007-07-10T13:34:00.000-04:00

Some say I'm a collector

A pack rat of sorts

I say they are full of it

All in their shorts

So what if I've kept

Toys from long ago days

I know I've got enough

To put most in a daze

It's true I have a hard time

Buying just one

But figurines in multiples

Can be so much more fun!

I started at such a very young age

When collecting things to me, seemed all the rage

After all other family members hung their wares on the wall

Proudly displaying what they collected to all

I soon became known as the girl with it all

My purse resembling a boutique in a mall

I was the walking reality of Let's Make A Deal

You could ask me "Do you have this?" and I could answer "YES" with a squeal!

When I spied a collectible I just had to own

I'd buy a pair if I could - - one to store, one to hone

Never being without was the goal in my mind

If I had two of everything, I would always be fine

For if one became broken or lost in the mix

I could whip out the spare and soon I could fix

Any missing link in any collection I had

Not being able to do so would make me so sad

My collectible ways have progressed over time

I have found I do better now in my prime

My habits overlap into everyday life

With potentiality to cause those around me some strife

Because gift ideas are things of the past

To give me something I want you've got to move fast

I have the tendency to go ahead and get what I want

When I see it, I buy it, though never do I flaunt

I take my prize home and put it away

To get out again on a rainy, glum day

Just to gaze upon it can fill me with joy

Triggering memories I never want to destroy

Of days gone past and happier times

When people weren't committing so many crimes

When days were carefree and summer seemed endless

And most around me were all very clueless

To the possible dangers lurking nearby

In our world at that time it was rare to find a bad guy

We'd go to bed at night with our doors unlocked

And dad didn't have to sleep with his gun half-cocked

I could fall asleep dreaming of Batman and Robin

Superheroes, comics, and cartoon heaven

A make believe world where we wanted to play

For hours on end on any given day

Imagining what it'd be like stepping into their world

Or having them step into ours, or better yet being hurled

To stand right beside us and live out a scene

From a movie, cartoon, or favorite magazine

While new collectibles have surfaced over the years

I find myself still drawn to the ones free of tears

Bringing smiles to my face every time they are present

Feeling such joy removes thoughts of the money I've spent.

Now my collectible ways have crossed the line

I have to stock up and my closets are a shrine

To rows of paper towels and toilet tissue

Soaps, razors, and bottles of shampoo

Heaven forbid I should run out in the middle of the night

What would I do?... it would be such a plight

Though I have tried to curtail it a bit with success

I have more than enough to eliminate stress

So it is what it is and without a doubt

I certainly am not suffering a collectible drought

While adding a wing to store my "stuff" is not feasible

I think renting a storage locker is certainly achievable.

This little ditty has turned into a small novelette

I apologize now for I'm certain to get

Comments from bunches who had no time to read

This in its entirety, without first smoking some weed.

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Ah...ah...ah...ah...

2007-07-09T21:32:00.000-04:00

Ah...ah...ah...ah...

Is what I want to hear

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Am I making it very clear?

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Send me screaming off the bed

Ah...ah... ah... ah...

Spilling out from inside my head

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

I want you on the floor

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Coming in or out the door

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

On the table or against the wall

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Won't you please give me a call?

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Doing it all the time with you

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Honey we're never gonna be through

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

On top or beneath the sheets

Ah...ah... ah... ah...

I consider you nothing but treats

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

You're anything but a bore

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Only you make me scream for more!

Nasty thoughts...

2007-07-09T20:56:00.000-04:00

As I grabbed the shaving cream

While in the shower today

My mind took off as usual

With thoughts of how to play

My cream-filled hands began to wander

So slowly they moved around

Applying thick, delicious cream

To my body without a sound

I thought of you as it covered me

In deep, delicious bliss

I only wish you were there

So eager I was to kiss

You anywhere on your body

Your face, your lips, your dick

I could think of many places

I certainly wanted to lick

The feeling sent me reeling

As the cream dripped down my thighs

I imagined you beside me

Your cock just starting to rise

Between my cream filled fingers

So squishy, soft and wet

The main goal in my mind

To make you the happiest yet

I wondered how it would feel

Smearing this between each other

Baby all I've got to say

Is you better run for cover

Thirsty...

2007-07-08T14:02:00.000-04:00

Words used to pour forth from your lips

Like water gushing from a waterfall

Splashing on me and around me

Drenching me in their sweetness, their fluidity

I drowned many times over in your words

Such a strange sensation to be drowning yet elated

Floating, carelessly, supported by your words

With never any doubt in my mind of your feelings

Your intentions, your desires, your dreams, your fantasies

Somewhere over time that gushing waterfall

Transformed into a babbling brook

Still able to kiss my skin with sweetness

Showering me with your love

But no longer deafening, sometimes eerily quiet

Depending on the influx from your environment

Sometimes totally silent

During this season of change

I realize I have grown very thirsty

Once satiated, I now silently cry on the sidelines for a drink

Wondering if you even notice my thirst

Or see my parched lips and tongue

Begging for acknowledgment

From the one holding the pitcher to my cup

I remain poised, ready, with lips parted and hands outstretched

Waiting ... wondering if today your rains will return.

Re-virginized...

2007-07-07T10:47:00.000-04:00

I'm energized

Between my thighs

But there's little I can do

If absence makes the heart grow fonder

What does it do for you?

It drives me crazy

I'm climbing the walls

Soon I should be insane

If abstinence is what it's about

Then what is there to gain?

This lack of use

Seems a bit obtuse

I fight it all the time

If withholding is the proper way

Did you forget I'm in my prime?

I'm constantly seeking

Ways around it

Looking for methods to cheat

If use it or lose it applies to all

Tell me how can I cool this heat?

By the time our day

Rolls around

For us to finally meet

I'm telling you now it won't be long

Till we're together beneath the sheets

But meanwhile as my brooding grows

And I am filled with wonders of when

I can tell you this with certainty

I will be like a virgin again.

I heard the locusts today....

2007-07-06T14:40:00.000-04:00

I heard the locusts again today...

High up in the trees

Creating such a racket

One could barely hear the breeze

I stood a bit in disbelief

To hear this sound so soon

Back in childhood days

This was a sign of doom

Cause it always occurred in August

Bout' two weeks before school would start

When time only seemed to escalate

And our summer days would soon part

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A taste...

2007-07-05T20:56:00.000-04:00

Would you like a taste?
I think you would...
Your tongue is saying YES
Your mouth begins to water
Just thinking of this quest

You moisten your lips
With your tongue
The same as you could mine
Oooh baby what you'd do to me
Is nothing short of divine

Do I sense you are aroused a bit?
Would you like to drop down low?
I know you never want to quit
Cause honey you're such a pro

You certainly know how to turn me on
In many more ways than one
You need not worry I'll interrupt
At least not before you're done.

Layers...

2007-07-05T20:16:00.000-04:00

You keep saying you need to lose 40 pounds
Of lifetime fat and blubber
Why don't you just unleash the hounds
To tear away at your suit of rubber

You know the one....worn by all the players
You tried it on years ago
And have continued adding layers
By putting on such a show

Your lies and deceit keep piling up
You're in it oh so deep
Why don't you try just shutting up
You really are such a creep!

Sugar Daddy...

2007-06-25T05:08:00.000-04:00

Can you be my Sugar Daddy?

No not the kind for money

But like the candy on the stick

That tastes even sweeter than honey

When I think of you I have to say

My mouth begins to water

Honey it would make my day

If it wouldn't be too much bother

We don't have to worry about Sugar Babies

From what I want to do

But I can promise you very weak knees

By the time I am finished with you

So would you be my Sugar Daddy?

You fit all the qualifications

You're hard as a brick and last so long

And I know you'd give a standing ovation!

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Missing you...

2007-06-25T04:41:00.000-04:00

There's a mound in the middle of my mattress

When I roll to where you should lie

Instead of moulded from your caress

The bed is puffed up too high

The sheets are not in disarray

The pillows go untouched

When I see all that I have to say

I'm missing you so much

So much that this awakened me

In the middle of the night

These words all mixed like cream in tea

These thoughts needing to take flight

Making me arise to write this down

Lest I forget by morn

Wishing somehow it was all a dream

And my mattress was very well worn.

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I want to be your lollipop...

2007-06-22T12:26:00.001-04:00

I want to be your lollipop

You can lick me anywhere

And you'll never have to worry

Cause I won't get stuck in your hair

I want to be your lollipop

And placed within your mouth

Being rolled across your tongue

Makes all my thoughts turn south

I want to be your lollipop

So sweet and never salty

Baby the way you suck on me

Could never be proven faulty

I want to be your lollipop

Make it last a good long time

Savoring all your taste buds

Like a very heady wine

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through the fence...

2007-06-21T21:23:00.001-04:00

Through the fence you look at me

Playing games and pretending to see

Things in the sky and under the trees

A tree that sometimes is filled with bees

Through the fence we meet to play

It's where we like to spend the day

Making tents though they may sway

Somehow we know it'll be okay

Through the fence I scoot up close

Sharing stories and wiggling toes

Licking Popsicles that touch our nose

Sometimes still out till the firefly glows

Through the fence I look for you

Calling your name till my lips turn blue

Wanting to show you something I drew

Feeling so lonely when you miss your cue

Through the fence reflects how it's been

Me on one side you watching me spin

Sometimes wishing I could touch your skin

And sometimes not wanting to let you in

Through the fence keeps us divided

Making everything seem so one-sided

And though we have things carefully provided

I sometimes wish it was all less-guided

Through the fence we share our drinks

Our hopes and dreams the things we think

Fingers reaching between the links

Wishing somehow we could remove the chinks

thoughts...

2007-06-19T07:31:00.000-04:00

My mind has become a purse

Filled with emotions and longings

Thoughts and images

All centered around you

Like loose change jangling around inside

My thoughts play off each other

Constantly reminding me of their presence

Perpetually stirring me from within

Sometimes I want to open my purse

And grab handfuls of coins

And toss them out for the world to see

To share my joys and happiness and love

At other times I keep it shut tight

Not wanting to be robbed

Of my most precious gifts

Pretending my purse is empty and cold

But what lies inside right now

Is so brilliant and bright

So very powerful

Upon opening my purse

It can temporarily blind the eyes gazing upon it

And upon recovering

Those eyes would grow wide with awe

Beholding glimpses of your beauty

Your love and passion, your drive

Your integrity would leave them hungering for air

Causing them to reflexively close the purse

Just to be able...

To catch their breath

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him...

2007-06-18T22:57:00.000-04:00

I thought about him again today

About how much I'd like to play

Sometimes I wish my day away

Wanting him...

I stay as busy as I can

But thoughts creep in about my man

After all I am his biggest fan

Needing him...

I make it through till nighttime comes

And then I'm down to twiddling thumbs

It's either that or beating drums

Aching for him...

I dream about him in my sleep

Into my mind I know he'll creep

I've fallen in such very deep

Love with him...

Suppression...

2007-06-12T19:15:00.000-04:00

Suppression ...leads to
Aggression...shifts to
Regression...and ultimately
Depression

Submission...is
Volition....with
Permission....to
Fruition

Frustration...from
Cessation....leads to
Temptation...then to
Damnation

Contemplation....of
Fornication....or
Masturbation....won't get you
Salvation

But termination...of
Titillation...and
Lubrication....equals
Separation

My summation....of
Probation...minus
Castration....is a huge
Aggravation!

I'm tired...

2007-06-12T00:00:00.001-04:00

I'm tired of being fine during the day

Then nighttime closes in

And I find myself alone again in bed

I'm tired of reaching out for you beside me

Only to find empty pillows and cold sheets

Where you should be lying

I'm tired of waiting all day just to hear your voice

Then my phone rings and my heart leaps

Only to find out it's a wrong number

I'm tired of feeling so much

Asking for so little

And ending up with nothing in between

I'm tired of waiting

For what I have always waited for

And what I still wait for

I'm tired

Yet I cannot fall asleep

hot...

2007-06-09T12:44:00.001-04:00

You are the steam rising off the blacktop in the scorching summer sun

The heat waves hovering above charcoal embers in my grill

The red hot cinders from the logs in my fireplace

Just a hint of movement toward me from you

And my water becomes so hot

Bubbling over with heat

As the intensity builds to the boiling point

We become the pressure of steam

Released from the kettle

Your Words...

2007-06-09T12:10:00.000-04:00

Your words...

Are something of great value to me
They can lift me up so high I feel I am above heaven
With wings outstretched
I can soar easily on their current
I sail like a kite on their breeze

Your words...

Can sometimes cut through me like a machete
Cutting me to the quick
Dropping me to my knees
Leaving me hollowed out inside like a pumpkin
Ready for carving
All the seeds of possibilities
Scattered and surrounding me, carelessly discarded

Your words...

Become the air I breathe
I inhale and exhale you
Filling my lungs to capacity
You course through my body
Sending electrical pulses to every nerve and fiber of my being

Your words...

Can turn my yellow into blue
And my blue into yellow
My light into darkness
And my darkness into light
My day into night
And my night into day
My life into death
And my death into life
My hope into despair
And my despair into hope

Your words...

Are addictive
Causing me to crave more of them
Each sweet nothing you whisper into my ear
Brings a smile to my lips
Joy to my heart
And fills me with love unimaginable
I become radiant and my entire world
Is lit up like a mirror reflecting the sun

juggling...

2007-06-05T08:12:00.000-04:00

Is something you are incredible at
You seem to do it so well
If you were on my team I'd choose you to bat
Oh the glory days we could then tell

The dexterity you have for keeping everything going
Around and around you with ease
No problems do you ever seem to be showing
Yet you can find it difficult to please

Your eyes remain focused, your determination powerful
Your enthusiasm like that of no other
I have never known you to be even a slight bit boastful
And you're always there for your brother

You impressed me from the very start
I daydreamed about being included
But damn you just keep breaking my heart
When it's so obvious I am deluded

I wonder what I must do to get your attention
To have your eyes turn my way
Some things I should not even have to mention
To make the points I am trying to convey

And to top it all off a grand revelation
Becoming so clear to one and all
My emotions reached a new stagnation
When I realized I'm not even one of your balls

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If I Could...

2007-06-03T13:04:00.001-04:00

FOR AUDIO version click here IF I COULD

If I could,
I would smooth out all the creases in your brow
And fill in all those gaps in your heart that others have left behind
The holes that have been carelessly placed over time
And those whose precision was engineered from the onset
So even though your heart be pierced
It could come to know and recognize true joy
Happiness and love
So powerful, so fulfilling,
It would be as if it were rebirthed
To start anew, fresh, unscathed
Only ready to receive
Beating to receive
Yearning to receive

If I could,
I would take my hands and ease the load you carry on your back
As well as in your mind
I would remove the worries you fight against each day
And replace them with certainty
I would remove the doubts and fears replaying in your mind
And replace them with security and truth
So even though there be furrows in your thoughts
I could flood them with goodness and love
Till their banks were overflowing
You would become saturated like a sponge
Filled with love
Renewed by love
Empowered by love
Embraced by love

If I could,
I would help you to open your eyes, to see what is already standing before you
Waiting patiently, ready
Wanting only to give you the best,
Everything you have ever desired
I would remove the anxieties
And replace them with loyalty and trust
So you would never have to wonder
Who I belonged to
Who I was made for
Who I am being given to
Who I desire

If I could,
I would open your ears, so you could hear these words
Spoken softly yet deliberately
With much intention and purpose
So your soul would become filled with passion and life
Each fiber tingling with excitement
Of what the future holds
Once we are together
And just when I believe my heart and soul
Could not possibly be filled with more love for you
They are showered upon yet again
Thus they remain perpetually drenched
Overflowing, waiting, to rain upon yours.

Shaving...

2007-06-02T16:20:00.000-04:00

When I pick up my razor
And glide it across my skin
I imagine it's your fingers
My thoughts all turn to sin

I ponder the possibilities
As you tickle my underarms
I'm amazed by your abilities
You have such a bedside charm

As I stroke my legs and thighs
So gingerly to avoid a nick
I seek the ultimate prize
Thus finishing the job so quick

I move a little higher
To my softest skin I dare
I work up quite a lather
And soon I've lost all care

My body stands at attention
As the foam begins to rise
My hand begins ascension
Making it drip between my thighs

I catch my breath and freeze
Focusing on this pleasure
Shaving with you is a breeze
A job I've come to treasure

genie...

2007-05-31T13:52:00.001-04:00

Your genie in a bottle is what I want to be

Filling all your days and nights with luscious ecstasy

Anything you want is always my command

I'm always ready for you just like On Demand

All you have to do is whisper in my ear

All your heart desires I will give you do not fear

Rub me oh so perfectly in just the way you do

My body will respond so quickly, I'm stuck on you like glue

No matter your request if you ask of only me

I promise I will give you all, until eternity.

In Your Arms...

2007-05-29T13:13:00.000-04:00

Is where I belong
And where I long to be
Desire and ache for you
Wash over me yet again
The waves too numerous to count
Gently lap at my soul
Soothe my mind
Warm my heart
I close my eyes
And see you there
Pulling me toward you
The touch of your hand on my skin
Fiery hot
Leaves your mark on me
Your brand
Lest there be no mistake
I belong to only you

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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User.....(dedicated to someone from my past who just doesn't get it!)

2007-05-27T21:58:00.000-04:00

You have no further use for me
You spout to all who'll listen
Spinning webs of lies and deceit
You only cause division

I dismissed you long ago
You just refused to hear
Now save it before you go and blow
And wipe that big fake tear

Clouds of darkness cover and choke
No matter where you turn
They follow you as if your cloak
Into your pores they burn

Surrounded by negativity
You wear it like your charm
Dressed to attend some festivity
With Miss depression on your arm

Your silly 1-2 word phrases
Tell the truth on you
Ain't no one going to sing you praises
So you'll only feel more blue

That seems to be your color choice
Throughout eternity
We all can hear it in your voice
Like hazing for some fraternity

How dare you blurt no need for me
No further use you say
This admits to all you see
What a user you are to this day

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

Refined...

2007-05-27T21:18:00.000-04:00

I am refined by your love
Caressing my heart and soul
It soothes me
And brings a smile to my lips
Sweet deep sighs fill my breast
Your cool waters quench my thirst
At times you allow the flames to grow high
Testing my faith in you
Trying to avoid fear and doubt
I turn further toward you
And allow your love
To fall around me like a blanket
Covering me and protecting me
Trusting you
I become a mirror to the world
Reflecting the light of your love
So brightly... it burns the eyes of those who gaze upon it
And once seen
Its purity and brilliance is never forgotten
Its heat so sweltering
It in turn refines each that has viewed it
And their hearts are caressed
A smile is brought to their lips
Sweet deep sighs fill their breast
Each soul is filled to overflowing
Creating a rippling effect
So powerful
The waves could lap the shore of eternity

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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Time...

2007-05-22T18:54:00.001-04:00

Infinite yet finite...
We take for granted there will always be a tomorrow
Another moment after we finish what we are doing right now
Caught up in our daily routines and work
Forgetting what is most important in our lives
And the reasons behind why we work at all
Sometimes failing to nurture our relationships with our loved ones
Believing we can always make up for it later
We will just "make" time later
Not realizing "time" is something we cannot create more of
We spread ourselves so thin we have little left to offer at the end of the day
And for what?
Another dollar that we will likely not keep?
A television show we feel we cannot live without watching?
Just another hour online and you'll be right there?
The moments that make up our lives and the lives around us are fleeting
In the blink of an eye many years can pass and you can be caught unaware
Left wondering where the time has fled
Regretting the memories you willingly chose not to make
Filled with a sense of longing and lacking
Questioning what you are missing and why you are unhappy
Looking around you see the little ones now grown
You look in the mirror and barely recognize the face looking back
A glance across the table you see an empty chair
Suddenly remembering the absent lover
Who could bear your lack of time for them no longer
You think about visiting a close relative
Then remember they have passed on
Left very alone and empty
It is then you realize....time is all you have

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

Buddy...

2007-05-19T18:18:00.001-04:00

When sexual thoughts creep inside my mind
And I get hot and horny
I remember this phrase though you may find
It all a bit too corny

"GET OUTTA THERE!" I say to myself
over and over again
"TELL THEM ANYTHING!" I shout and scream
as "Buddy" is now my new friend

Does anyone else remember this man?
So annoying he was on TV...
Selling carpet to all was his pleasure he said
And oh how he did it with glee!

My thoughts change from sexual to perpetual
BUDDY images in my brain
The results are extremely effectual
I find I can easily refrain

From all ill-timed sexual, lustful thoughts
Which try to enter within
Buddy removes them efficiently
Cause he really gets under my skin

The images of his smiling face
And whining voice compete
Working together at such a quick pace
Soon their job is complete

My mind is soon filled with BUDDY
BUDDY is everywhere
Making my thoughts all muddy
But free from all sexual fare

Soon I find myself cursing
Shouting "FUCK BUDDY!" to no one but me
Next I take to coercing
Staying focused the way I should be

I go about my business
Like any good girl should do
With Buddy to keep me company
All day and all night too

I think I'll be able to make it
I'm certainly in a daze
As Buddy works me like a puppet
Replaying his most famous phrase

"I don't care about making money, I just love to sell carpet!", I hear
I squinch my eyes and cover my ears in hopes it won't be so clear

But clear it is, so steady and slow
Very much like Chinese water torture
All I can say Buddy where I'm wishing you go
It will certainly be a scorcher!

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

To Roman....(a poem not about sex)

2007-05-19T16:36:00.001-04:00

What do you really want and how will you get it?
These thoughts run rampant in your mind never allowing it to rest
Like a broken record they replay over and over again
You hide behind those shields it took years to construct
Thinking you are protected
Believing no one can really see who you are
Or know the thoughts within your mind
What your desires are
You try to blend in with those around you
Your sadness and loneliness
Camouflaged with a false smile and eagerness

Have you built the walls so high and deep
That even you yourself can no longer see
The true beauty of the soul that lies within?
Untouched from all dangers of the outside world
The one wishing it could stand up and scream to all
Everything you wish you could easily say
It cries out for mere acceptance
But you keep its voice silent beneath those walls
Never allowing it to be seen or heard
While you seek an easy and quick solution
Convinced that this is where your happiness lies
Only upon arriving, you realize you left something behind.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

Power...

2007-05-19T16:17:00.001-04:00

Are you familiar with the power of the penis?
With one stroke it can make you lose your mind
With another it can send you to heaven
Yet with another, it can leave you feeling like an addict
Craving and aching for more
Never getting enough
You develop shifty eyes and conniving thoughts
Envisioning the moment you will have it again
It is ever present in your mind
It follows you everywhere you go
You become a needy bitch in heat

Your only defense is the power of your pussy
With one squeeze you can bring him to his knees
With another he'll be begging you pretty please
Yet with another, he'll be wrapped around your finger
Craving and aching for more
Never getting enough
Developing shifty eyes and conniving thoughts
Envisioning the moment he will have it again
Ever present in his mind
Following him wherever he goes
He will become the stud seeking out the needy bitch in heat

He will become yours as much as you will become his
Never wanting to be apart
Wishing there were some way to spend all your time together
Lying in bed, or on the floor, or even backed up to the door
Doing it.....over and over again
Never getting enough
Developing shifty eyes and conniving thoughts
Caught up in the moment
Ever present in your minds
Following you everywhere you go
You become one

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

do you know?

2007-05-19T15:08:00.001-04:00

Do you know how much I love you?
Lying here in bed beside you
Feeling the warmth of your skin against mine
My breath on your neck...

My breast resting against your chest
My arm outstretched touching yours
My leg raised up and over your hips

As I watch you sleep I wonder
If you can feel my wetness on your thigh
As my desire for you grows, even as you sleep

At just that moment you stir and move toward me
Pressing your hips tightly against my leg
My answer arises.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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I want it....

2007-05-14T16:00:00.000-04:00

Over me, under me, behind me, in me
Till our sheets are wet with our body's sweat
Kicking them off to set our limbs free
Building and building to sweet ecstasy

Another day ends so a new one begins
And my body soon starts all over again
Aching for yours and wanting it more
I dream about us naked down on the floor

Craving you constantly it never ceases
Making me want to shred your clothes to pieces
Just to feel your skin against mine so hot
Baby I beg of you don't ever stop

Biding my time till you walk through that door
Makes me only want you that much more
I'll give you no doubts about what I intend
Cause baby I never want all this to end.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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Craving...

2007-05-13T09:41:00.001-04:00

Craving...(audio reading click below)

CRAVING

My heat rises when I think of you

And all those naughty things that I want to do

To your mouth, your lips, and your backside too

You drive me up a wall when I am craving you

If I allow it, these pleasures will continue to rise

And soon I'll be feeling wet between my thighs

Honey now don't you see what you are doing to me

I want to rock with you till we are both set free

I count the minutes, no the seconds, till I know you'll be home

I get tempted just to call you and beg on the phone

You turn me on like no one else before has ever done

I want to move with you until the morning's sun

Anticipation builds and makes me tremble and shake

My lips soon quivering follow in its wake

Like a cat I am ready to jump you at the door

I wanna strip your clothes and push you down on the floor

And to my pleasant surprise you are just as hot as me

When you come through that door only looking till you see

Me standing here breathing very hard

Then you grab me, pull me to you, as we fall back to the yard

I'm on top of you as our clothes get ripped to shreds

Hands frantically shifting, the fabric sliding over heads

Do you know what you've done to me today I start to ask

You cover my mouth with yours so we get busy at our task

Of pleasing each other and me acting like your whore

Each time with you is better than the time or two before

I want to funk with you till we both have lost our breath

Ah come on now baby and let's do what we do best.

I'll let you drive me and push me to the edge of sanity

But you'll be coming along to keep me company

Cause I'll be teasing and pushing you right up to that line

And when I squeeze you there'll be no doubt that you are only mine

We'll buck and grind till our arms and knees get sore

But soon I'll be begging you for just a little more

Cause your love for me is passionate, only the very best

And hey baby, you long ago passed any silly test.

oh oh oh...

2007-05-11T10:22:00.000-04:00

My eyes first fell on him just goofin' around
What struck me second was he was such a clown
He soon affected me so much more passionately
Cause he was oh oh oh, so good, yes oh so good.

He took to me and tossed his number my way
He sweetly begged me to come out and play
And he began to tease but was so quick to please
Cause he was oh oh oh, so good, yes oh so good.

This baby of mine
Baby of mine
He drives me crazy with intense desire
Makes me hot enough my palms perspire

I called him up we got to foolin' around
Now it's hard we find to put that phone down
He loves so expertly and so fucktastically
Cause he is oh oh oh so good, yeah oh so good

He sends me to the edge to linger awhile
Then drives just deep enough to make me smile
He fills my wants and needs with all of his good deeds
Cause he is oh oh oh so good, yeah oh so good

This baby of mine
Baby of mine
He loves me like no other man ever could
He moves his body just the way that he should

Now we are together and so happy you see
Never apart is how we want to be
We lie down not to rise unless the other one dies
Cause he is oh oh oh the best, yeah oh the best.

This baby of mine
Baby of mine
He holds the keys to what can drive me insane
No other living man could do the same

Forever together is just how we will be
We may get older yet so faithfully
We'll love each other more, closing that bedroom door
Cause we are oh oh oh so good, yeah oh so good.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

Scraps...

2007-05-10T02:58:00.001-04:00

She gets the rump roast, he your best steak
Hell that leaves me with one fucking ache
It started out grand, too exceptional for words
Now all I'm getting are scraps like the birds

You take time for your work and time for a nap
But you leave me feeling like one piece of crap
You tell me you'll call as soon as you're done
When you don't, I certainly don't feel like your hon

You're obsessed with much and most that you do
But for some fucking reason you don't have a clue
Serving filet mignon to the masses at hand
Tossing scraps my way that are actually quite bland

Making excuses you're good at cause I've heard so many
If your words were a fountain I'd toss you a penny
Could be a reason you're still just a single
With your priorities all whacked, it won't cause me to tingle

I see you here and there all around the place
But rarely do we come face-to-face
I guess you are just being stretched way too thin
Ain't none of this however, making me grin

Lying around like your bitch in heat
Lunging for scraps you drop at your feet
Perpetually I wait for my master's pats
Damn, now I know why you've only had cats

Getting up at night to take your piss
Would be a perfect time to make up for my diss
But instead you make your rounds and prance
Yet you don't give me one second glance

So available I've made myself just for you
But once again you've got no fucking clue
Maybe space is what you need to figure it out
Maybe some time will eliminate all of your doubt

You make me feel like I ask for so much
When all I really want is your silly touch
How secretly giddy that must make you feel
But hell I need more than just scraps, I'd like a meal

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

touching you...

2007-05-09T15:06:00.000-04:00

I dream of it perpetually
Closing my eyes to clearly see
Your hands touching me

Starting at my face and lips
Tenderly tracing a trail down my trunk
With only your fingertips

Moving across my hips, then between my thighs
Frantically flicking your fingers to match
The beating wings of the butterflies

Present within my stomach
Placed there by your mere presence
Filling me with constant ache

And longing to have my hands
Reach out and touch your skin
To feel its heat like a brand

Searing my flesh with each caress
As I pull you in tightly against my breast.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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I am...

2007-05-08T07:21:00.000-04:00

I am sexual
Here me roar as I put you on the floor
Or maybe purr like a kitten
Lord knows that I am smitten

I am lust
Sex is a must and it's making me wanna bust
Come over here I'll make it clear
I will remove all doubt and fear

I am need
Filled with greed it is written in my creed
Consuming thoughts every day
All I wanna do is play

I am insatiable
It makes me able, to dine upon your table
And while enjoying what you serve
I soon become a perv

Cause I never get enough of your wonderful stuff
Or seem to reach my fill, before I get that bill.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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I want...

2007-05-03T10:13:00.000-04:00

To lose myself in your love
To gaze into your eyes as our bodies melt into each other
To feel the entire weight of your body on top of my own
The heat radiating off your skin even before it touches mine
As I taste the beads of sweat trickling from your brow with my tongue

I want...

To climb such heights of passion with you
We lose our minds and souls to each other
And rise to heaven as one and back again
Knowing we can return any time we want

I want...

Your breath on my neck to wake me from sleep
Your body pressing so tightly to mine
Not even a piece of paper could pass between us

I have...

Lost myself in your love
And I don't wish to be found.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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your love fills me...

2007-04-30T00:11:00.000-04:00

Your love fills me
Like water when it is kissed by the tiniest pebble
And the ripples begin, small yet expanding
Till the entire body of water has been touched
And has felt the effects
I feel your love in this way
It washes over me and through me
Touching every part of me
Lapping at my neck
Tickling my thighs
Stroking my spirit
Soothing my mind
Over and over again
Till it saturates my soul

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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Face of the unknown soldier...

2007-04-27T14:04:00.000-04:00

It's all too easy to forget
We slowly grow apathetic
As we are bombarded by war and violence
Everywhere we look
It is in everything we read
Everything we watch
Everything we hear
Our minds grow cold and numb
Seeking an escape from reality

We get caught up on the politics
And bashing our president
And forget the face of the soldier
You know....the ones...."over there"
A place where many think we should not be
A place where many want to leave

Yet some stay
Faceless, nameless, serving
Sacrificing the ultimate
They do not question the need for their service
They do not question the politics
They do not question the president
They do not question the motives
They serve
Protecting us, protecting countless others
With little to no thanks
With few tears shed
Because they remain faceless

So I will give you a face of a faceless soldier
One I hope you never forget
As the news broadcast is silenced in your background
As you ignore the newspaper articles
As you continue to seek an escape and pretend
None of this exists
My hope ...is you will never forget
Those who have served, those who continue to serve, and those who have yet to serve.

WARNING: GRAPHIC PHOTO
FACELESSOLDIER

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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I wonder...

2007-04-27T13:40:00.000-04:00

I sit and spend hours asking myself the same question
Over and over again
Wondering why, if someone loves me
They show no desire to come read what I write
Listen to what I say
Look at what I do
Remark on any of the above
Yet they make their rounds elsewhere
It makes me feel cheap
Like one of thousands
Just another faceless soul
Walking among a million others just like me
All waiting to be noticed
To truly be seen by another's eyes
Instead of fucked over by their dick

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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Imagination...(dedicated to my son after having bad nightmares)

2007-04-25T14:03:00.001-04:00

Imagination...

When you lie down to sleep at night
Close your eyes and squeeze them tight
Think of the magical places you love
Then fly away fly away, on the wings of a dove
Let it carry you off to a place filled with joy
Surrounded by delights made for a boy
With train whistles blowing, and steam engines churning
Delights filled with life, all from your yearning
Keep this special place sacred all through your life
Then any time a day comes filled with strife
Just close your eyes, let your mind take you away
Where you never grow up, but instead only play
A place with no worries, no anxieties or fears
Without doubt, insecurities, and definitely no tears
A world without boundaries, limits or frustration
A world with you always, it's called "imagination"

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

Hunger...

2007-04-24T15:57:00.001-04:00

CLICK BELOW TO LISTEN TO RECORDED VERSION OF THE POEM:

HUNGER

Not a day goes by that I don't crave you
My body aches for you, my heart cries out your name
I long to have you by my side, near me, in me
My skin seeks the touch of your fingers
The kiss of your lips
The lick of your tongue
Only you turn my breaths into gasps for air
Only you know how to take me to the edge
And linger there, deliberately,
Driving me fucking insane
Making me cry out and scream your name
Sending me to a new height of passion
I have experienced with no other
You drive me over the edge
Into lingering bliss
Climbing the walls with your passion
I cling to you so tightly
Our bodies fusing as one
And over and over again
Like an addict
I watch the clock
Counting the minutes, the seconds
Till my next fix with you

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

soothe me...

2007-04-24T15:54:00.000-04:00

Your love is like a cloak, gently covering my heart
Protecting it from all the elements and harsh realities
Your breath occasionally blowing it back, exposing it
To allow your gentle yet passionate kisses
To soothe its beat into perfect rhythm with yours
I expose it only to your eyes
No one else has seen its full beauty as you have
No other ever will

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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Crazy-Ass Love...

2007-04-20T12:49:00.000-04:00

I'm in crazy-ass love
Have you been there too?
Talking on the phone
Till your ear turns blue
Never hearing enough
Of an "I Love You!"
Coming from your lover's lips

Getting through each day
In a minimal way
With thoughts of your lover
Makin' you wanna play
Under the covers all night until next day
When the process begins again?

Every day doing your best
To focus on the rest
Makes you soon realize
You are failing this test
So you give up the quest
Becoming thankful to be blessed
With such a powerful encompassing love

You can't eat, drink or sleep
Being apart just makes you weep
So you lie there counting sheep
In the dark
If you could jump into their skin
It would only make you grin
And make you thankful they're not kin
Because you crave them

All the time it's never enough
Going without is too damn tough
You would rather huff and puff
Right there beside them
So you give in to all the emotion
Of your lover's secret potion
And begin the law of motion
On this joyride

Clinging tightly like a mother
Makes you glad he's not your brother
As you begin to move each other
To and fro
I can only think of this
Such resounding perpetual bliss
It makes me wanna kiss
You forever

So eternity here we come
I don't care if it sounds dumb
It makes me wanna hum
A song of joy
As all this comes to pass
Anyone else can kiss my ass
My life is such a gas
Cause I'm in love ...
Crazy-ass love

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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I love you...

2007-04-18T22:41:00.000-04:00

When I hear you whisper
"I love you"
Into my ear, in the middle of the night
It goes straight to the core of my being
The very center of my heart
Is filled with orgasmic bliss all its own
Which pulsates with each breath I take
It fills me up and overflows, consuming my body
Making me flushed all over
Connecting me to you with the divine
With both love and lust at its ultimate
The way it was intended to be
I feel eternity, all swooped up into one ball of electricity
Coursing through my veins
It shoots out my fingertips
My eyes, my mouth, my breath
And falls back down upon us
Like a shower of a million stars
Smacking us with hot, passionate kisses
Igniting the fire of our separate souls
Fanning the flames
Leaving us smoldering as one

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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oh please... (Dr. Seuss-like)

2007-04-18T15:32:00.000-04:00

Oh please oh please

Won't you be my main squeeze

I like you more than cheese

I get weak in the knees

You can do as you please

But I hope you don't freeze

Or fly away like some bees

Over there to those trees

Cause you might catch a breeze

Which might make you sneeze

Or worse yet you'll get fleas

I don't want to be a sleaze

But I'm begging you please

Unlock my heart with your keys

And don't be such a tease

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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A Most Amazing Man...

2007-04-17T04:24:00.000-04:00

You asked me what I would tell others about you
You were so sleepy when we talked
I doubt you remember what I said
But I would tell them I met a man
The most amazing man

A man who places integrity and personal morals
Far above monetary gain
A man who desires to be a better man, for me
A man who wants to become even "wealthier"
But not for himself, but instead, for me
To make me rich, so I never have to worry about anything ever again
Not realizing he has already made me the richest I will ever be in my life

A man who values my son's self worth despite his disabilities
A man who overcame his own obstacles in life and became quite successful
A man who did not sell out against his beliefs and honor
A man who already sees in me all I long to become for him
A man who truly recognizes my beauty even when I deny its existence
A man who believes in me and supports me and my goals
Who concentrates and focuses only on "now", not yesterday
And is teaching me to do the same, teaching me so many things

A man who will do everything in his power to make tomorrow happen
A man who will be there for me always and is willing to fulfill all my fantasies
A man who wants to make me the happiest I have ever been in my life
A man who never wants to see me cry
A man who knows I deserve the best and is already giving it to me
A man who has made the commitment to continue to do so

A man who does not procrastinate but instead acts to make things happen
A man who calls me gorgeous and wants to spoil me
A man who does not take me for granted but values my worth
A man who wants to please me, never disappoint me
A man who will be here right now if I say the word
A man who loves me like I have never been loved before in my lifetime

A man who knows what I need without my speaking it
A man who turns me on as easy as flipping a light switch
A man who knows exactly what to do or say to comfort me, to reassure me
A man with such determination and drive he can turn dreams into reality
A man who knows how to love a woman, who deserves the very best in return
A man who creates joy in my life and puts a smile back on my face
A man who treats me like a princess, something very rare and precious

A man I will never take for granted and one I value far above anything purchased
A man I have fallen so very much in love with
And just when I think it cannot possibly get any better
He will speak another simple sentence to me, showering me again
With sweet droplets of even deeper love, astounding love
To such a degree, he leaves me breathless and standing in awe
A man who holds the key to my heart
Which I willingly handed to him a long time ago

A man who used to be only a dream
But has since become my reality
A man I will love forever.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

Troy the Action Toy...

2007-04-17T04:22:00.000-04:00

Troy the Action Toy
So much more than any boy
Bringing hours of endless joy
For me alone

In my room he comes to play
Making hours turn into days
I can mold him just like clay
I adore him

Stand him up or sit him down
There are times he's such a clown
I can never wear a frown
When I'm around him

But he really rocks my world
And he keeps my toes so curled
That my heart feels it's been hurled
And makes me love him

Even more than I did before
As I end up on the floor
Damn it's hard to keep a score
I know I want him

All the time day or night
Cause he brings me such delight
I don't want to lose my sight
Of him beside me

So I get down on my knees
As I beg him pretty please
And mumble "Oh my god!" in threes
To him alone

He's the best of toys found anywhere
No one could ever think or dare
To get away with so much as a glare
When he's beside me

His attachments are superior
They even make me cheerier
My life is much less drearier
And I love him

It's me and him against them all
He can stand up oh so tall
Ready to fight in any brawl
To defend my honor

Better than GI-JOE on any day
He makes me wanna play and play
Oh how he takes my breath away
Troy, my action toy

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano

love lust...

2007-04-13T20:29:00.000-04:00

It never leaves me
It is always present and pulsating
Through every fiber of my being
It leaves me breathless and perpetually wet
Aching, like an addict I crave you
My mind nearly goes insane with desire
My body wants to climb the walls
As it fills with anticipation and longing
For your body to touch mine
Skin against skin, breath against breath
Tongue against tongue
Muscles moving together
Bringing each other time and time again
To orgasmic bliss beyond belief
This charge coursing between us is powerful
I can never seem to get enough
Even though you satisfy me
like no other ever has

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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your love...

2007-04-11T11:40:00.000-04:00

Falls down on me like summer rain
Ever so softly and slowly at first
Building over a matter of minutes
Into a downpour
Your torrents of rain pounding against my skin
Each droplet slapping it so hard and fast
Over and over again, leaving me breathless
Just when I think it will all cease
You begin again, in the same pattern
Pounding and pelting
Till my skin is red and raw
And I am drenched in bliss

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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gifts...

2007-04-08T02:22:00.000-04:00

You are a gift
The best kind of present
You allow me to remove your wrappings
One layer at a time
To see what lies within
Just when I think I have already received the ultimate present
The very best you can offer
I discover yet another box, hidden inside the previous
Wrapped in even finer paper than the last
Concealing another precious truth about you
My eyes are in awe of these jewels
I stand in amazement as time and time again
The entire process repeats itself
I sit down because my knees grow weak with disbelief
I smile as the hand of fate turns toward me
Filled with offerings precisely selected for me
How amazing when the universe listens
When I speak of my needs and desires
Then one by one carries them to me
In your arms, your gaze, your kisses, your eyes, your words, your love.
And oh how sweet is the taste of your love
Unlike any before you, you seem to have been designed specifically for me
As I for you
You are so very good for my thirsty soul
I think I shall drink till I am drunk

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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DO IT...

2007-04-06T13:03:00.000-04:00

DO IT

Tell me... what I want to hear
You already know what it is
Make me ....do it all without fear
Don't turn this into a quiz
Want it ... as much as I do you
Touching my flesh with your hands
Drop me ... down to a single mew
Telling me of your plans
Kiss me ... over and over again
Your tongue setting me on fire
Roll me ... there and here so then
We cannot help but perspire
Tease me...in your favorite ways
Making me beg for more
Keep me... feeling as in a daze
As you sweep me off the floor
Take me...only to lay me down
Upon your big brass bed
Lift me...enough to remove my gown
Then sending it over my head
Turn me...back and forth to you
Taking turns with each of my treasures
Push it...against me tight like glue
Filling us both with pleasures
Stop it...just to drive me insane
Forcing a scream from my lips
Start it...so we don't have to abstain
As we begin to grind our hips
But move it...just a little bit higher
As I push you a little bit lower
Damn it...your tongue sets me on fire
As it moves across me like a mower
Pull me...back into position once more
Thrusting with all you've got
Sending us...off the bed to the floor
FUCK ...you are so hot!

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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pretend...

2007-04-03T23:52:00.000-04:00

Tonight I'm going to pretend that my fingers are yours
Stroking my cheeks, down my neck, caressing my breasts
I'm going to close my eyes and see you looking down at me
Full of your own desire and need, lips parted, panting
Falling down on top of me to kiss me, ever so lightly at first
Then more forcefully and passionately
Tongue tickling tongue
Lips hard pressed against lips
I'm going to trace a line down my stomach with your fingers
Stopping only upon arrival to their destination
Delighting in the sensations you beget
Your fingers a frenzy of relentless rapture
Building my intensity, until I reach delirium

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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pieces of my heart...

2007-04-03T00:03:00.000-04:00

On a good day you carefully dissect your portion from my heart
Taking time to provide proper anesthetic
Then carefully suturing up the remaining edges, closing the gap

On a so-so day, you forgo the anesthetic
And use a slightly blunted knife
Picking your spot at random
Your suturing skill leaving so much to be desired
As the wound left behind continues to weep

On a bad day, you are reckless
Using your hands you rip away large pieces of my heart
When the timing is right only for you
You choose a tasty morsel and devour it
No sutures, not even gauze to pack the wounds

You stand by, so self-absorbed in triviality
Unable to recognize your deeds
You grow larger, feeding off my blood, my heart, my soul
Wanting and always taking, you swell with pride and contentment

While I, continually sought out for one more shred of a leftover overlooked piece
Grow weaker, apprehensively waiting for the last drop of my blood
To drip from these veins
When finally, you will deem me of no further use to you
And sweep what's left of me into the trash
Along with the others you eliminated.

Copyright ©2007 Melinda A. Napoletano
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